I don't have a quote today!! Which is probably a good sign, maybe it won't be ridiculously long.
You know that moment when you want to do something so bad, but you are so scared. When you have that second to decide if you are stepping off or chickening out! When you know if you don't do it you'll probably regret it. I just love that! When you are absolutely in control of what happens next! Even if it is just a split second of control, then what happens happens! I like to think everything happens for a reason. The reason might not always be clear, and might not ever be clear. But then again it might, it could be a learning lesson, or something to help someone else, really it could be anything. When you wake up in the morning and you are bombarded with decisions and its not always easy to decide. Every decision has a consequence, not always good not always bad either, most of them you probably don't think about the effect. Even the littlest thing has an effect on the outcome of your day, your week, your month, your year, your life! And to me, that's exciting. Every little thing affects you, and you affect someone else, and on goes the process. It's crazy to think about, it's crazy to realize how much you every decision matters.
Have you ever thought about what if your parents hadn't met. What if they didn't sit next to each other in church or accidentally bumped into each other in the grocery store, or whatever. But they did and now your here and your decisions are affecting others.What happens happens, and it does for a reason. Why regret things you have done, because it can lead to great things. I know I have had that moment when I say Yeah I'm going to do it and go for it. Then maybe five minutes later I think what did I just do! And I feel like a complete idiot. Or I might say Wow that was fun! Either way a lesson comes out of it! And the decision was all mine! And that will affect pretty much everything! Well my decision tonight is to keep it short! Your welcome Kory and Randall( But to be honest, I just want to go to sleep, it has nothing to do with them).
So Just Love Me, and make all of your decisions count!
-Alyssa
